Everything is meaningless...

Ok...about the petroleum thing...let's say the world is temporary (which it basically is), and identity is an illusion, then everything is meaningless, and it doesn't matter if we use petroluem, and that's got me very confused.

I've been reading this book by Caterine Vauban. She says that nothing's connected, so you can do whatever you want, drive a car, burn up gas - which would explain the way things actually are. Where people do destructive things like it doesn't matter.

I need to get new tires for my bike.

You're a murderer if you use petroluem...

I've said it before, I say it again...by using petroluem, you're a murderer at least three times:

1 - killing the ozone and all the creatures that hurts
2 - killing the Arabs in oil producing dictatorships where everyone is poor
3 - killing the desperate people that poor arab terrorists kill

there's more but I can't think right now... you can think about this picture and whether or not you should be riding a bike:

What does it all mean?

I just finished talking with my wife and frankly it doesn't matter anymore whether she supports me personally. I would rather she simply open herself up to the possibility of a higher level of thinking. I accept that she may leave me but then again, this is how ridiculous things have become and that we're just fooling ourselves trying to make things work. What does it all mean...really?